My heart is intact and so am I. I got really high last night and now life just makes sense :)
me: *misses people I haven’t actually met yet*
So that happened
nah sorry i cant go out tonight, i have plans to spiral into uncontrollable anxiety starting in the early evening and ending at roughly 3 am
you know what really hurts the most is how much i don’t feel beautiful. I don’t feel connected to my body when i look at pictures of myself. i just can’t look at pictures of myself.
This just makes me sad.
I FUCKING HATE SOCIAL ANXIETY BECAUSE YOU’RE SCARED TO TALK TO PEOPLE BUT ALSO DYING TO TALK TO PEOPLE AND HANG OUT AND RELAX AND HAVE FUN AND NOT BE ALONE AND LONELY AND FEEL LIKE SHIT BUT YOU DO FEEL LIKE SHIT BECAUSE YOU CAN’T EVEN RELAX ENOUGH TO TALK TO PEOPLE WITHOUT OVERTHINKING EVERYTHING
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